Building Is Hard
Zemi Coffee Cart
February 1, 2026 at 3:35:47 AM
People say starting a business is hard—but that barely scratches the surface. The reality is more layered, more chaotic, more personal than that simple sentence prepares you for. I learned that the hard way.
When I launched Zemi Coffee Cart in September 2023, winter was already staring me down. Not exactly ideal timing for a mobile coffee experiment. I had the passion and the plan, but the execution came with surprises: figuring out how long my generator would last, learning that milk cartons must be square if I want to “Tetris” them into a tiny cart fridge, discovering all the microscopic operational details you simply can’t anticipate until you’re out there doing it.
In 2024, I went full-time with Zemi—a leap that felt both bold and terrifying. It opened the door to even more questions.
Where should I park the cart?
How long do I stay?
Do I move around during the day or commit to one spot?
Every day became a small experiment. Some days ended with wins; many ended with disappointment. And yes—there are many days I made $0. That kind of day humbles you.
But then the momentum arrived. The school partnerships started taking off. Block party bookings began filling the calendar. People were showing up, talking about Zemi, sharing the experience. For the first time, it felt like I was building something real.
There have been countless late nights since then—lying awake thinking about everything that needs to get fixed, everything that needs to get done, everything I might have missed. The financial stress is constant and heavy. It sits with you in the quiet moments. What if this doesn’t work? What if this all falls apart? What if I made the wrong bet?
I don’t pay myself yet. I question myself daily. I worry about drowning financially. I doubt whether the business will make it. And I’m learning that this kind of fear is part of entrepreneurship—not the glamorous version people imagine, but the real, gritty, soul-testing version.
This is the truth of building something from nothing:
It’s hard.
It’s lonely.
It’s scary.
But it’s also meaningful. And despite everything, I’m still here—still building, still believing, still pushing Zemi forward one day at a time. Through my sheer force of will, Zemi will make it. I promise.
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